I can't believe that i did it.
I must be totally out of my mind!
Now i wonder, do i really find pleasure in it?
Or am i being totally stupid and too full of myself.
I don't deserve to be forgiven.
Seriously, i am feeling very guilty.
My guilt is killing me.
I shall pray and ask for forgiveness from God.
I've just insulted one of his special being.
I am really sorry.
I think i must be totally out of my mind.
My very own best friend!
Even though i do get irritated with her at times, how can i insult her and hurt her!
I AM SORRY!!!!!!!!! ):
I really am alright?
Though i know that you've already forgiven me, i feel very very guilty.
I am sorry for whatever i've done(:
Smile and be happy alright, my dear!
I still love you for who you are!

Today is a very very special day for me!
Here is a song just for you darling((:

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.

When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.
Feel this road is getting longer now
And i'm too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can't do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
'Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me

'Til I'm healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone...Oh, gone...

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

LOVES!!!! I LOVE YOU DARLING!