2006/03/02
I am so tired. Just simply so tired. Things are happening much too fast for me to catch up. Much too fast for it to sink in. Much too fast for me to clear it all up. Just simply too fast. I am just so tired. Simply emotionally wrecked. What went wrong! What went wrong! She never did mean to. Sometimes, we as human tend to see things from just simply one perspective. Maybe we should try to see things from another perspective. We should not jump to a conclusion immediately. It's not how you see it. It is not. Yes, we love you. We do. We will do anything just to protect you. Keep you away and out of reach from harm. Just simply anything. For the one and only reason, we love you. We love you too much Michelle. Too much. But we showed our love in a wrong way. Do you know that you really have a very low self-esteem? Stop looking down on yourself. Please love yourself, cherish yourself! You are beautiful. And we all know it. Please dont deny it. They are blind. Do not take what they said to heart. Their words are not even worth you thinking about. It's all a stupid misunderstanding that ended up with 2 best friends crying. Wipe your tears away my dear. You need to be strong. For me. For Jessie. For our friendship. It is not that fragile. We got to prove to those out there that our friendship is not just simply about 4 girls in a clique hanging out together, gossiping and bitching but about friends being there just for one another and giving love and support to each other. We must learn to love. Learn to grow up. Life is full of it's ups and downs. And we got to overcome it. This is just another test to our friendship. Friendship, just like relationship is build on trust. We got to trust each other. You said that you cannot trust anymore. Well, i will teach you. I will make you learn to trust again(: We have to grow up. Learn to love, to accept one another. Accept her for who she is. Even if she is a total bitch, just be there for her. Just be there for her(:
It's just a stupid misunderstanding. A very stupid one indeed. Lets just leave everything to God. Let him lead the way. If our friendship never did return. I will not do anything about. There must be a reason why it did not work out. Never question God's doing. He have his own reason. Love him because he loves us(:
& there she goes, so perfectly ;
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