You have stolen my heart baby. For eternal it shall be.

A sad sad post.

Anyway, I read this girl's blog today which got me really upset. Well, apparently she was the girlfriend of the late Clifton Lam Jia Hao.20 . He passed away during SAF jungle training in brunei. And they had been together for like 3 years. Can you imagine the amount of pain she must have felt due to his sudden departure?
I guess noone will be able to understand. She didnt even have the chance to kiss him goodbye. To hug him goodbye.
To date, noone found out what actually caused his death.
I can't imagine myself in her shoes. I felt this huge sense of loss when i was reading her blog. What if the same thing happens to baby when he goes off to army? Life is so short. I think we should appreciate everyone around us. She had such great plans for them when they grew up, just like me. In some ways, their relationship was very similiar to mine. And that is what scares me.

One heart, one love, one soul

I just can't lose you, do you know?
I just can't imagine my life without you.
Without your hugs
Without your kisses
Without your love
Without your daily morning messages
Without your daily good nights kisses
Without your daily afternoon calls
Without your daily 'after school' calls
Without you tucking me into bed
Without throwing stupid tantrums at you and blame it on PMS
Without you cuddling me even after i physically abused you.
Without you apologising to me, even though it is MY FAULT
Without you holding me so close when i am upset and telling me everything will just be alright.
Without you simply saying 'i love you'
Without your body heat
Without your warm safe smell
I just can't imagine myself without you.
Baby, you have become a part of me.
A very intimate part. Now shall be, forever will be.

If you go, i will follow. bring me with you, dont you dare forget.
but but, I WANT TO GO FIRST! STUPID PIG. its a deal yeah?

I love you. And i will never let you go. one heart, one love, one soul.
It is just like the famous phrase ' you jump, i jump'
'you die, i die' simple as that.

I LOVE BABY. <3

& there she goes, so perfectly ;
10:02 PM